Finally I'm back home again. Have been visit my parent in a month. Have been homesick since the first day and now since around 25-26 hours I have been at my place again. I have became sick, have got a cold. Not that funny, but I feel more restless than ever...

With no energy at all in my bode and its hurts a bit 'cause of the cold I have started to replace all the things in my apartment so it is a total mess haha... I had energy to start but not energy to finnish it. So I will continue tomorrow when I have been sleeping some hours.

Today was it the examsday for the gymasnium here in Lycksele and a band called H.E.A.T were here and played at the town, they are just close from the town I growed up in but I didn't were and watch them beacuse I had no energy to go outside.
 
I had some few pretty good trainings in Stockholm with my old club, and I specially got  a totally hard and good trainingmatch with one of the extramly good junior girls name Klara. She is something amazing and she can be real big outside Sweden if she just want it.

During my time in the south it were the European Championship and Sweden tooked many medals, I think 10 or something like that and 6 of them were gold. Its crazy and totally extreamly good.

I really hope I can go to the Worlds and see them compete there. Next year is it MY turn getting my first european medal..
I wish I will be back on track then, it is a year until then, but as how it feels now, am I not that sure it will be that way.

I hope I soon can start train again and I hope that I during next week start my run training again. And I will fight for beeing in a good shape when the summer is over... My best time in my armwrestling history this far were when I was at the Worlds 2006 67kg and competed in junior +70 kg and seniors -80kg. I have never ever been that strong either before or after. I will came back as I were that time, but this time, I will know how strong and good techinal I am.

Some day when everyting is back on right plavce again and the mess is cleaned up in my apartment I will put up some pics here... I know I said few weeks ago I should have done that but now, my mess at hoem must disapear first.

I don't how much Armwrestling training it will be for me this summer but I hope at least all the other training will works for me. Who knows? I might got back on track again already in August, haha, I dont think so, but I can always wish...

In Swedish tomorrow... Now I will just rest....